Day 47 Drinking seems foreign
I used to drink or want to drink whenever I started to have mental trauma. Today I don't think of alcohol as a way of easing that psychological pain like I used to. I don't even know if drinking would really help me feel better. I am forgetting how it feels to be intoxicated. I still think about drinking again someday, like it would be nice to drink again, but the reality of how my life was when I was drinking wakes me up from that daydream of happy drinking. So, I think I am starting to get a little better. Alcohol doesn't seem like the cure-all that it used to be for me.