welcome back WW
I really believe nothing changes if nothing changes y'know?
You've had some good suggestions on what to do already.
It's time to take a good honest look at what you've been doing to quit and stay quit - it's obviously not been enough for you - so whats the next step?
I agree with Carl - get sober, get your moods on an even keel and I think you'll see great improvements in other areas of your life too
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