About to Hit Bottom...
...or maybe I already have, I don't know...
To keep things short, here are the Cliff Notes:
Been a member of AA for the past three months. Picked up my desire chip, got a sponsor, got a home group, went to a meeting every night (started on the 90 in 90), got my one-month chip, started doing service (making sandwiches), etc...
Then I relapsed. Big time. Lost my sponsor. Went out last night and got drunk, then got mugged. Lost my driver's license, health card, phone, bank card, credit cards, cash and house keys.
I have a home group meeting tonight. Open meeting. I have to make the sandwiches. Only thing is, I don't have any way of doing so. The one thing I have left is a credit card I never take out of my apartment. And it's an AMEX--not accepted at the grocery store.
So, yes, while I realize this is certainly not my biggest problem, it is the most pressing one at the moment...
Is it okay to buy three or four pizzas, and bring them along, instead of sandwiches? Or is that incredibly bad form?