Omg !
I am going thru the same thing JayJay -my AH is moving out.
We've also had the same conversations and I've had the same thoughts, hopes, panic and despair that you've had.
My view on it all is - I have had enough of the madness that goes with alcoholism. We have 2 boys and I want a better life for us..and that is the bottom line.
AH is trying to convince me he is determined to stay on the straight and narrow - he's been to rehab twice - the 2nd time being this June and was drinking again 6 weeks after he came out. I am not convinced he can recover - for the first time in my life I am making decisions with my head NOT my heart. Its hard but if we are going to make it beter we have to make hard choices.
BobbyJ - I really needed to hear what you posted today, so Thank you !! It has helped a lot and made things really sink in.
M.