EmeraldRose,
Thank you... and your post made me laugh. Trust me. I am not going to post on FaceBook saying "Alright everyone, I'm an alcoholic. I screwed up. If I hurt you roger up and I'll fix it." lol! In the past I tried to make amends on my own terms and it only made things worse. Alot worse!! And it wasnt my intentions at all. And I went back to my old ways of drinking x 5.
I am just in a position to pray, pray and pray some more right now. And when the opportunities present themselves to make it right I will.
But you are ABSOLUTELY right. God did put us in each others lives for a reason. For a moment. If I would have continued down the path I was going, I would have lived a miserable, selfish, drunken life of my own doing and not hers. And she would be witness to it. And that is not fair to anybody. Especially to the ones we hold dear in our hearts. People deserve better than that. So, my amends could be just a simple 'thank you'. Because it did save my life and brought me closer to God.