Time for me
I come here everyday and read, read, read. It is finally starting to sink in my brain that I need to quit focusing on his recovery and focus on me. I am going to start by seeking couseling for me. If he wants some kind of couseling too then we can do marriage counseling but that will have to be his idea. I am changing my anger at him for putting me through this emotional hell and using that energy to focus on my future. I am already a LPN but want to transition to a RN so that is what I am going to do. I love him and even though my opinion is his methadone treatment is still an active addiction I have chosen to accept his method of treatment but have set my boundary that I will not tolerate any other drug. Hell after going through all this maybe I should specialize in mental health nursing!LOL!!:ghug3