Thanks everyone for your kind words of welcome and support. Today is day two. I went to sleep last night around 10 (which is so unlike me) and slept like a BABY. So much so that I woke up late for work. It seemed like anything bad or negative or problematic that could get in my way today, did. I'm not crying or anything, it could have been a lot worse.... But during day one everything seemed so easy and positive, and now it appears to be a very big battle uphill. Sigh.