Originally Posted by
camedown 
I was born Catholic, became an athiest, got sober and confused, and now am studying Taoism. Wherever the answer lies, we never find it if we don't look. Best of luck to you.
camedown
Thanks. Studying Buddhism helps me and I've thought about studying Taoism. I am not even sure what it is but will check it out.
By the way, I like your avatar.
Watching South Park makes me laugh and decreases my anxiety!!