Welcome atthewell -
Glad you're here! Getting support/help is so vital. Things really will get better - we don't realize when we're drinking or using how much we're messing up our brain chemistry. It takes time to "reset," so try to be patient with yourself. Also, check out our section for substance abuse :
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Keep going forward - you're not alone!
