Thanks so much. I must have missed that episode of the golden girls...funny cuz i always watched it. This sober living thing is just so weird at times. i feel like an emotional wreck. i cry now...like all the freakin time. bad days are like the world is ending. learning about addiction is sometimes overwhelming cuz my addiction brain is always trying to rationalize it and make me think "it wasnt that bad, you had it all together". BUT i know you both are right and everyone else...including the sober part of me knows i was headed to disaster.
I go back to the Dr. next week to discuss my options in antidepressants. I want something that helps with the lack of motivation and energy i have now in addition to the sadness. for me, the pain pills just kept me going.
I really do appreciate the feedback.