atthewell

i am a military wife stationed overseas and feeding my pain pill addiction i would have pills mailed to me. i got cought. the last 3 weeks have been hell dealing with wd, legal issues, deppresion, and just simply overwhelmed with dealing with life without the pills. this was a very well kept secret from my husband and friends, needless to say the shame and guilt has set in. learning to cope with life is a moment by moment struggle. i seem to be battleing the issue of getting on antidepressants. i just want to feel 'normal' again. i used to be happy, motivated, outgoing...on the pills. part of me is mad because i feel like i was functioning fine with them. but now im a mess.

any advice would be nice. i really dont have anyone to talk to about this.