I think your signature has a lot to say to you...
"Heights by great men reached and kept, were not obtained by sudden flight, but they, while their companions slept, were toiling upward in the night"
I don't know what your answer might be, but I sure hope you can come up with something to help you stay sober before it kills you,
in one way or another...
I used to think I was hopeless too, but since I'm coming up on two years sober - 700 days
one at a time - it would seem I'm not hopeless after all.
Please don't give up!
