Originally Posted by
failedtaper 
In your post I can tell you are still having a fist fight with your Beast, which only empowers it. If it recognizes that you are willing to be so engaged, that inflames it and makes it appear more formidable than it is.
Oh yeah, absolutely! That is where I am today for sure. I think there is some value for me in calling it out. I feel like I've been allowing it to beat me up for too long.
Keep in mind I just stumbled on this technique today, so there is zero chance I'm doing it the right way yet. But at the moment it feels good and I am motivated to learn as much as possible.
-Goat