Oddly or maybe not, it's the high functioning drinker or social drinker who is downing drinks & acting like it's funny who upset me more than the overt drunk person or alcoholic...
AH always appeared on public to drink socially but I'd watch & be sick knowing how much he was drinking & dreading when he'd start embarassing himself& me. So being at a bar is for me far more "triggering" than anything... I see AHs behavior in everyone & my anxiety goes through the roof...
Liferecovery- thanks for sharing what your T said... It helps to think of resentment as part of the path to moving on & forgiveness... I've been beating myself up for being upset when what I ought to do is just sit w what I feel & work through it... Thanks!