Thanks for the replies everyone, they really do make me feel better.
I know it's my AV winding me up, he's a bit of a
pr*ck to be honest
And i'm pretty good and staving it off, it's the rest of the stuff that's really getting me down, which only helps AV dig in further. I WILL NOT drink to make myself feel better! hell! there he is again the little s**t, drinking WILL NOT make me feel better! it will just make me drunk and not care, which is worse!
I too have spent hours browsing these forums and in the chat room, its about the only thing i can be bothered to do, and it really has helped, so I am thankful to you lot for that
I've tried ignoring these replies since I first posted, to get some work done. I managed to do some work, not much but some, then came here.
I know it will get better, but its still hard as hell.
AoS