The "do or die" stuff certainly resonates with me, I have a total feeling of boredom and although I have loads of stuff i'd like to do like learn my guitar better or write an iphone app, and I have all the resources and time to do these things I can start but I can't stick at anything for longer than a day.
I can make no rational explanation as to why I dont do the things i want to, I end up just downloading whole series of poor american TV series and watching them on loop.
I don't leave the house much,too much temptation, I make just enough money from Forex trading to pay the rent and bills and once the breadline has been crossed then can't even be bothered to do that anymore for the week. If it wasn't for my exercise routine (3x5k a week slow jogging) I think I would actually go insane.