Hello everybody,
I'm new to all this, I've never used a forum before but think it will be very helpful to share and listen to stories with other users who understand the pain associated with drinking.
Im a binge drinker. Once I pop I can't stop, until I literally cannot physically lift a glass to my mouth anymore. I went on a bender last night. I feel disgusting, ashamed of the things I could've done/said, panicky, and incredibly guilty. A couple of months ago I was attacked and raped by a stranger whilst walking (more like stumbling) home from a heavy night out. I thought I would hav learned by lesson by now.
I need to break this circle and have come to terms with the fact that I cannot drink responsibly and therefore would like to be able to abstain from alcohol indefinitely. Best wishes to you all on your road to recovery.
