Hi Cathy
I'm Rowan, alcoholic, and I'm glad you're here.
When I began questioning my drinking, years back, I too did not think I was an
alcoholic. However, in retrospect, I realize that normal/social drinkers don't have
these problems with alcohol i.e. blackouts.
If you are questioning your drinking, regardless of the reason, it may be an
indication that you need to examine it more closely. Just my opinion.
I used to think there couldn't be anything worse than to be an alcoholic, but to be
an alcoholic in recovery is a wonderful and empowering thing.
God Bless
Love Rowan