Welcome, WW. Make yourself at home here, and check the forums, especially this one. That should keep you focused on your decision for a while. On the home page, you will find a link to a chat room, open to all members. While it is busiest in the evenings in central and eastern North America, you can find people there 24 hours a day (not the same person, mind you). You can get some real time reassurance there.
Keep posting, WastedWeekend. Lots of support around these here parts.