You came here seeking help, except the help and suggestions these experienced posters are offering.
Please talk to your doctor. My dad died Oct 3, very young age, cirrhosis of the liver. He was on the bottom of the list because he caused it himself with alcohol consumption.
You can do this! There are many options. We all know here how scary it is to decide to take a turn off the road of being a drunk to the road to recovery.... but if you see your doc they can help you plan and help you through it.
Make the choice today to not pick up another drink and get the help you need, please. It can be done.
I am praying for you, and all who are still sick and suffering, whether wanted or not
