I was the one that always was the problem..............so I was led to believe.
I'm an alcoholic/Tranx Addict.
I have attended AA for years and Now ACA.
I'm quite awhile sober now and I'm continually dealing with my deamons.
Most of them were Passed on to me by my Parents.
I did not know this at the time as I was an active alcoholic/tranx addict.
My Mom was a Tranx Addict my dad drank every day....but he did not think he had a problem with drink.............I did..........He needed it to relax.
Any way there Parenting had a devestating affect on my bros and sis'rs.
I had to admit this to myself so as to face what I needed to do.
I eventually got away from the Family home just as my dad retiered.
I would not have been able to stay long in the Family Home after the
father retiered.
I had so much anger towards him but I did not realise this at the time.
My Mom died while I was away......
I never grieved.......was at the Funeral......but no grief.
It was not till a few years later that I grieved.........my feelings come back to me..i cried for days...I loved he..but I could not really help her.....I was so sick myself.
Im sure God in his wisdom will sort things out........
My Parents were sick people and the did not know it.
They did not realise the Terrible Affect they had on me especially.
I have already lost a Brother and Sister to this Affliction....some call it a Disease.
So lack of Loving Emotional Expression has done its damage.
Thank HP/God ,Im Trying to ReParent Myself with Gentleness,Humour,Love and Respect.