Let me formally introduce myself.
I drink uncontrollably. To the point that I have shakes so bad I can even put on my makeup without getting pissed at myself. My husband is back from prison, because he was so abusive he almost killed me a few times. He is a new man, alcohol is poison, and i respect that, because its killing me slowly, but surely. I am 25. My alcohol dependance is insane. I want to be rid of this sick disease. I was hoping for rehab through my job, it was rejected. So, back at square one. (I was really counting on rehab). have wrecked 3 cars, ran over my husband with a car on accident, and the sad thing is, I still dont put the drink down. I am completely lost. All I know is, I want to see my litle girl grow up. Anyway, thats just a PART of my story, but I had to get it out. Thanks for reading.
Dom.