Blackouts, good remember when. Or should I say, don't remember. There have been several times when drinking that people would tell me the things I did the night before. I only half believed them, but I couldn't remember. I've done things in and out of blackouts that are out of character for me. I don't usually hang on other women's men, unless drinking. I don't start fights with the biggest chick I can find, unless drinking. Drinking is only part of the problem, which is why we need to do the steps to correct our spiritual self. Have you gone to any AA meetings? They can be a great help, because you can meet people just like yourself there, who have found a way to recover from this disease. I hope this helped a little, and others will be along with more information. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.
Sherry
