Yes, I know I'm not exactly being a genius here. lol
Well, here's the thing. I've had to cover for the senior designer before and I did a great job but I also came home and drank every night.
Maybe what the real issue is, is that I don't think I can do this again without drinking again. And yeah, maybe that sounds like I think drinking leads to success...that certainly isn't right either. lol But that's how I coped last time and they fricking gave me a lunch party in thanks for the good work and then they hired me on full time. lol