Originally Posted by
AprilMay1895 
I don't know what to do really; I guess I have to try to stay sober through what I can but if I do drink, I should just learn from it and try to stay sober again. Who knows, maybe I'll learn how to get screamed at and then not go drink. lol
Give yourself credit. You know what to do, you know what you have to do.
"How" is always going to be difficult for all of us, especially as it is very easy to operate a corkscrew.
I have a friend who lives in Alaska and has a similar problem wih the winter...except thier winter is almost 6 months
She went to a doc for help. It is not a crime to admit you need help. Maybe you need some to learn how to get through this time of year?