I said that I could not go to rehab either. I have a wife, 9 month old baby, responsibilities. I went to one. 5 weeks and 1200 miles away from home. Best thing I ever did, probably saved my life. I thought that there was no way I could put life on hold to fix the problem that I had. Everything was fine, life was there when I got home, only now I can live life so much better.