Gracey

My AH calls me just now…….he tells me that I have half eaten cucumbers all of the backyard……and there is a new hole dug in the backyard…..and then he tells me are you ever going to take the library books back to the library…….

My heart just sank, my blood pressure rose and I am having a flood of feelings……I feel like a little kid and I am in trouble for doing something wrong…….I am tired of being scared of what he might say to me…….I am tired of avoiding an argument and making lightly of everything so I don’t get upset so it don’t turn into an argument……If I tell him how I feel…….he will say to me what is wrong now…..be sarcastic and say everything is alright……….

I don’t want to go home…………..I am feeling to sensitive today and I don’t want to tolerate his constant complaining……