I didnt say fun. Exciting. Big difference. Fun and exciting are 2 very different things. War is exciting. Terrible, but exciting. I know a former green beret, he says life in the real world is like watching a 13" black and white tv with the sound off compared to a 3d imax movie. Because the consequences are terrible and life threatening is the very definition of exciting. If you cant grasp this concept, you dont truely empathise with addicts.