Originally Posted by
kicknNscreamin 
I'm tired of my sobriety being the focus of everything in my life. And, I do mean everything. I think about it constantly, I'm on SR every day.
I think in early recovery that is what it takes; it has to be your constant focus.
When I got tired of it, I just tried to remind myself that for years and years I made drinking the focus of everything in my life, the least I could do was put equal effort into NOT drinking.
Good luck.