time to change
hi all
i think its time for me to change my ways, ive been drinking now for about 15years and i know a lot of people say this but i don't think im an alcoholic i am only drinking around 4 cans of beer or a bottle of wine which i only drink on a evening , i have stopped before for a few weeks but then i will start having a drink once a week and gradually increase it so i am back to drinking every day, i tried to stop a few weeks ago and because i couldn't sleep i started taking codeine pills which made me feel better but i ended up either having a drink or taking pills.
i know compared to a lot of people i don't drink an awful lot but it still gives me hangovers i would love to be able to just have the odd drink but i don't know if its possible and the thought of never drinking again is scary.
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