Thank you
Yep - I have sponsor and am working the steps....
I gave her my check in on voice mail as she has me do daily and she texted me back:
"do you believe aa will restore you to sanity? Help with all this stuff?"
my answer is yes. I do!
i'm going to kick back for 30 minutes, listen to a speaker and start the day again, as has been suggested.
boy, that thing between my ears is a really selfish place to be. today is a "three meeting day" for me. I love suggestions. there are good days too but i am really really starting to sense the disease, now that i'm free of alcohol. and pills. (holy moly i took pills to help me drink more?! i dont understand that behavior of mine, it's insanity)
and now i will read page 552 in the BB then page 83, and continue the speaker tape. because I do believe in this program. I do I do I do.