Good for you, NC. Let the voice say what it wants; you are in control. You know what you want and why you are doing this. Most of all you know where that drink leads.
i'm an unslept, hyper sensitive, sweaty, puking, scatterbrained mess.
From this vantage point, you look a helluva lot better than you did a few days ago.
Day 3 is yours for the taking!