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Old 09-28-2011, 07:33 PM
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AndreTT
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Hi I'm 21 year old also stuck in my parents house. I live in one of the most overpriced town in my country and I'm not rich, there is no way for me to just go live somewhere else soon.
I go to college in the morning but that's all..I stay at home mostly of the remainder of the day. My mother is retired and my father "works" at home. They stay at home all day fighting and yelling at each other.
My father is also a paranoid racist hoarder. He doesnt drink anymore but he still a nasty person. My mother is a woman that is completely obsessed with homework. She get up everyday and starts cleaning the house at 8AM and goes until 10PM. Everything looks perfect here. That's the only thing that she does with her life. My parents have no social life at all. Few people are capable of being around them.
Since I was a kid I wanted to go away from here and never come back. I was to do everything to move away from here but I discovered alcohol and internet porn along the way and these addictions kept me dragging me down and I still here. I feel like a total loser.
I'm trying to follow the suggestions that people here gave me, but it is anything but easy. Today my parents drove me nuts with their noise. I have to lock myself in my room and put on headphones or just get out of the house (to make matters worse, my house is small), if I'm to still sane.
I'm feeling very depressed now. Everytime that I talk to my parents looks like everything good in life, that I'm should be grateful for, lose it's sense. It's like everytime I talk to them a little part of me dies.
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