Originally Posted by
blwninthewind 
I am so unhappy.
But it's soooo hard to make a change.
It's even harder to stay stuck in hell living with a self-centered, self-absorbed alcoholic.
The fact he only pays rent speaks volumes about his character.
He may be attending meetings and hanging out with his recovery buddies, but he's far from being the responsible husband. All step 6 involves is a
willingness to give God our defects of character.
I don't allow leeches to live off of me, period.
You have the power to change your life.
Sending you hugs of support.
