Originally Posted by
NobleCause 
i'm a vacuous caricature, detached from everything & everyone by virtue of all of the lies, and fundamentally incapable of caring about anything more than I care about a trapdoor and a bottle in the next room.
NC, this sent a chill down my spine too. This was exactly me. It is horrifying.
I wish you the best of luck for tomorrow and I fully agree with soberlicious - you are better than this.
Please keep us posted.
Thanks for your post,
BB