Oh yes I'm sorry I left that out he has many times since in jail toldme how sorry h is and how much he appreciates me n all I've done for him n how he doesn't deserve me etc but that's why he was going to the na and other groups more n speaking w the pastor more but no he's a trustee working 12 hours a day so he seems 2 b going back 2 old behaviors more often so I just don't know what to do I'm not wasting another year alone I want to be maried and have a baby before I'm way to old. I just don't know ..he has nowhere to go noone else but me and his daughter n his pastor told him he needs some suport of loved one and guidance I seriously am all he has.I don't wan to end it if he really is serious this time .idk this sucks though