Thanks to those posting in their 30s about some of their having kid anxiety.
I also started the divorce process at 33, a little over a year ago, and will be 35 on 11/11/11 (I am so excited by the date that I just have to put it everywhere).
I had made the decision of no kids in my marriage due to my concerns of kiddos with untreated alcoholism.
I was at peace with the decision to not have kids with him....until it all kind of exploded with him.
Now it can be one more thing I can make myself crazy about. I try to turn it over, and know it will work out how it is suppose to, but I do have some significant panic about it at times.
In other words it can bring up a lot of emotion for me, and I have not even actually decided if I want kids.
I do such a good job of winding myself up (hee hee).