That didn't go well at all...
After exchanging a few emails and then talking on the phone for a bit, a new male friend and i decided to met to see what we thought of each other in person. i am looking to meet new friends in my area. While texting or talking to him i would go about my day and not even notice if he had text or called..
BUT.. after we met.. My whole personality turned into this weird lump that was anxious, needy and evaluating the amount of calls pre-meeting each other and post-meeting and it felt sooo aweful.. i can barely redirect myself..
i think i blew it even on a friendship level and prob labeled as a weirdo..
im soo disappointed in myself..