Originally Posted by
Terminally Unique 
The single most important thing is to stop vacillating on the issue. To drink again or not to drink again; that is the question. Once you decide on that, everything else will be much easier. If you keep going back and forth, though, you'll be in for some more of the same, possibly with ever increasing penalties.
What is your plan?
I am just not going to drink. Next Saturday will be a huge test for me, I will be at a huge college football game and those are always huge parties.
As simple as your advice is, it's spot on. I will get in trouble again, there's really no other alternative but to stop.