It sounds like your trying to talk to a crystal ball
There is no such thing and no one can give you those answers
She is an alcoholic. It is her choice to get sober, it is your choice
to learn about addiction and find yourself some help.
You mentioned so many heartaches and so many fights.
AND YOUR NOT EVEN MARRIED???
I would run like hell
Will she love me? Will we be a better couple?
OMG....Are you kidding me??..Dude, find yourself some help
Find a ALANON class. Educate yourself on alcoholism.
You sound very depressed, I understand. But thats why
its so important you find a support class right away.
Weve all been there, your not alone..
She is an alcoholic. She just entered rehab.
She is sick. She needs help. She is seeking help.
Be happy that she is seeking help
BUT YOU need to get YOU happy too!!!
There is a thing called "ALANON"...It is a program made for people like you and me.
I suggest that you find a class
Good Luck!