I here you Rift. My problem got to be where it didn't matter weekend, weeknight, weekend day, week day, doing something, going somewhere, doing nothing, going nowhere. Drinking became my life, I left myself with nothing else in the end. By the way, I am going out next weekend but not to a bar, someplace safe with someone safe. I'm having to seek it but its worth the search. Hope you find something that works for you.