So much love and support here. I needed this so much. I wish I had refreshed this page because she just came by and I would have turned her away if I had the strength. She came over and just wanted to quack. And when she was done quacking she asked about SF, of course. The entire time I was sitting here in silence. I cried in front of her. She hugged me, told me she loved me, then left.
I don't understand it.