CaiHong,
Right now I work as much as I can, 7 days a week generally, I'm saving to travel and it gives me a goal to aim towards.
I have had to cut off contact with most of my friends (I'm honest with them so they understand) and stay away from pubs. And I'm avoiding women until I know I'm more stable. Which means when I'm not working I'm usually alone. Not particularly sustainable for a healthy future but it seems to be working for the moment. Part of the reason for travelling is to meet new people.
But the biggest thing is being self aware, I know if I have even 1 drink, it will end in tears and I'll go back to my old ways.
And Pancreatitis hurts. Alot! Pain's a good incentive.
Lovingit: Drinking also destroyed my libido, which thankfully is slowly returning. 4 months is good, keep it up my friend.