I am feeling alot better, getting myself together in my head is what has been difficult. I was jogging yesterday morning, the pounding while I jogged hurt my chest it reminded me of the physical pain and soreness I've had. But I kept jogging, although it hurt like hell, I kept going. I kept going because this whole weight loss thing has been the best thing for me that will have ever happened in my life. I plan on reaching my goal and I am not going to let anything stand in my way of that goal. He will never bring me down again like he had me 2 years ago. When he makes me feel bad now, I have better control of myself, I know how to let go of it, its just like if you step in dog poop, its gross, it stinks, you frown up while scrapping it off your shoes, it takes a little time to wear off, but you get it and your good as new.
I am taking care of me, my daughter and our life. I have goals, I have dreams, and nobody is going to take that away or make me feel like they are not in reach.
I love all of you, truly from the bottom of my heart.
Many hugs...