I would absolutely be at a meeting if there were any daytime ones around me. This State SUCKS in terms of daytime (and even evening) al anon meetings. So, I've talked to my sponsor, went for a run and have talked on here and am trying to get myself together bc he will likely show up at a school sponsored picnic tonight that I have no control over his attendance at and I'm dreading it. Most of all I hate that the girls good time is impacted bc when he's around it's tense and they are at each others' throats whereas they get along pretty well most of the time when he's absent for a few days..