Dealing with mass shooting in neighborhood, sober
Some guy opened up with an automatic in strip mall this morning just down the road from me , where I grocery shop and stuff. 9 people shot, 4 dead so far including the shooter. I wasn't there but I'm still freaked out and feeling bad about it. Don't know who was shot or if I know any of the victims. It just feels really weird to have all these emotions running around in me with nowhere to go. Normally, I'd have already been drinking and would have just upped the quantity and frequency until I was just numbed out. Now I have to just get it together as a sober person. I thought just sharing on SR would help get it out. I guess that's it, now I'll just have to see what plays out. Thanks.