Thanks so much for the responses! I feel better already. That would be bad if I told my roommate I couldn't pay the cable bill but was drunk. That would make for an even worse situation. I'm going to stay sober today. The only bad thing I did today was go to Starbucks and get a Cappuccino for $5.25. I can't afford to be doing that. However, it helped take the edge off of my alcohol craving. But I've gotten another bad habit. I've been getting one cappuccino a day from Starbucks for about 2 weeks and I feel bad because I could have used that money on the cable bill. But these early days of being sober have been rough so that was like my little treat to myself since I quit drinking. But, I have to cut it out. Because now I'm totally broke. As in no money even for food. I got myself into this bad position. But, I can't change the past. I can't only move forward. Being sober is better than getting wasted.
At least I don't have to worry about waking up with a hangover.