Rant away. My longest sober time has been when I wasnt counting days. I'm still not sure how long it was I just know it was around 4 months. I've started over again now after a relapse and do not really plan on counting them this time either. Counting them just makes me think about how small my number of days were compared to someone elses.
Anyways best of luck. Don't get down on yourself. Remember why you quit and keep plugging away.