i just wanted to say a HUGE thank you to everyone that took the time to post a reply. my gratitude list is simple for today.
i'm most grateful for the friends that keep me afloat when i feel like i'm drowning.
now, i have a rewnewed perseverence to stay in the fight. i have to remember that Rome wasn't built in a day and that i have to keep chomping at the bit. little by little, i'm getting better at dealing with my life.
thanks alot for all of the help.
much love,
BDog