i dont know how much progress i am making, but something does feel different. i do fear that i could fall at any time. i know exactly that feeling of being a zombie going through the motions. yesterday i felt a bit that way. but it has taken me over a year and for HER to move for me to get this far. i really haven't done much other than ride it out. i feel sad though that someone gives up their life again so soon and i really feel sad when i think that she may be a lifer. everything now is day by day. last night i got a text that she'd call today, but i'm not sure if i'll take the call or not.
hang in there yourself too